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Tuesday, February 25, 2014

cemburu?jeles?

Got sum gud news from friends.. n its really a gud news...
n me? Jealous maybe? Ntah.. happy for them... but not for myself.
sebab?
Biarlah le me je yang tahu..

perasaan tu hanya datang when im alone...
ade kawan bagi support n a
Really appreciate that
But kadang2 rase kecik sangat
Every nite I pray
and mintak ngan Allah
Supaya I dapat rase pengalaman yang same macam all married couple have.

Before ni boleh jadi positif... but lately ni... I jadi sensitif
sangat sensitif..
lebih2 lagi bile one of my friend share the gud news
I know she juz wanna share the happy moments indeed!!
but for me... its not sharing the moment.. its hurting me a lot...

mmg sakit sangat...
bak kate suami... jgn pertikaikan rezeki org lain..
Itu rezeki die... mybe rezeki kite belom sampai lagi... so... jgn sedih.. just chill and never stop praying...

^ya Allah.. kurniakanlah kami zuriat yang soleh. Janganlah Kau biarkan kami bersendirian tanoa zuriat ya Allah... ^

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